A woman got to do what a woman got to do. Today we had to be with our children in a park. They loved every minutt of it. But Ok, I admit it was good to get away from all this cancer talk. I locked forward to it as well, it was just that it was so bloody warm and because of the radiation I had I have to wear a lot of clothes. The tattoo don`t need much sunshine as well, but I just had to walk with shorts some of the day.
This day has been hot as hell and my arm has been hurting (straff for at jeg gikk uten kompr. Strømpe I går). One days like this I just want someone to cut of my arm and fuck the wound, so I can be healed.
So I`ve walked in slow motion much of the day, or just strolling. I love some parks, like Legoland because there you can start with a beer and then you have this "Velvet Intoxied feeling" all day, and can have more space for the children (the difference between me and an alcoholic, is that I admit it). At the end of the day your children can sit and watch you taking all this rollercoasters etc. But it`s nothing like that in Hunderfossen, a little boring for us who need a kick. So the best part of the day, I was sleeping on the grass for an hour.
After that I did some serious shopping. Now I`m sitting naked and write, I just need a shower.